lost.

This is crazy ,this is insane .
How can my life turn into so lifeless again.
I feel like everything in life is  just so meaningless right now .
I feel like I am not interested in anything right now.
With acne ,
I don't feel beautiful,
Instead I feel gross looking at my own reflection ,
I feel like I can never find someone else to love me ,
I feel like prince charming would never love someone as ugly as myself ,
I ask myself If I am a guy would I love the girl in the picture ,
My answer is a no,in the picture I only see a face full of acne and nothing else.
All this is driving m insane ,
It seems like I am not good enough for anything,
not with a full face of acne and acne scars.
Will have to decide on which major to pick soon .
I dont have interest in anything and it seem like I am not good for anthing.
there must be smething wrong with me
As long as I dont cure my acne,
life is gonna continue to be lifeless
and I will never feel pretty or lifeless.
Can anyone please help me out .
Part of me is dying or I am as a whole .
God please help me .