my depression story (part 1)

hello readers ,

I cried in class today ,

I cannot control myself,

I still have depression in me ,

today I decide to share my story with you guys .

 Disclaimer : I am not here to seek for any attention ,I am here just to share my story with the amazing online world and hoping to help someone out there even if this post could only help one person out there I would be happy enough .

I started to have depression after spm examination ,

At that point I have acne ,

and after spm I stayed at home most of the time ,

from November to December it was fun not doing anything but just relaxing at home ,

when January is about to arrive , 

I told myself to take a break after so may years of studying,

probably the worst choice ever in my life ,

After that 2015 started  ,

School started for some of my friends although a bit envious,

but ,

I couldn't drive yet,

so I choose to take a break from studying too,

I think that if I go on january ,

I probably wouldn't ever got my driving license,

due to lack of practice , 

okay ,I stayed at home most of the time ,

not much adventure ,

most of the time stay at home from monday to friday ,

eat left over lunch :(, 

only someday go to driving school,

and someday dad would teach me how to drive ,

then weekends mostly only go out for lunch or dinner ,

at first it was fun not having to wake up early to go school,

February came in soon ,

I started to get really sick of all this ,

I watched glee from season 1 to 5,

I read so many novels ,

I slept a lot ,

and acne wasn't on the bright side  .

to be continued....