relationship

    Sorry for bagging around these few weeks / months . I just decided to combine my blog with personal stuff and tutorials cause I really feel confuse of having more than one blog .

    Some of my friends  have been asking me who my wechat status , instagram caption, blogs are all about .I would like to clarify that all those post refer to a few different individual ( including past relationship, previous crushes , current crushes ,and some other guys ) .This doesn't mean that I am disloyal or anything ,it's just that i don't think that I have meet the right person yet .

    Those people that I want doesn't want me,or when they want me, I just don't feel the same for them (as you could see in the picture above) or appear in the wrong time phase as i could say .

     TBH,just recently I figure out what I want for future apparently is different from what i want in previous months. Previously i have this thinking of graduating uni , get married and all those that most of us think of. Of course i still want all that , of course i want to walk along the long red carpet with the love of my life with the pretty white dress.  Just that i just want to take everything slowly not rushing through stuff , i want some time for myself ,i want to explore the world , I know not everyone  are willing to support my dreams , i know i am kinda selfish in a way .

      

     Sorry,  I just can't get committed even with a simple relationship that only require love  with all this around me lately ,i really need some time to think and maybe heal .

-jolin-